I am a situational Homeschool Mom. Our situation calls for me to homeschool, and so I do. I'm not one of those, "it's the only way to do it, and I will do it well" people. Apparently. It has been one of the hardest, most humbling, and often humiliating (they see ALL my sins so much more closely) things I have ever done. Lord willing it will be over at the end of this year. Maybe not forever but at least for the next school year.
I spent this morning observing and helping in a classroom where I might have a job next year. Now, it was a whirl-wind of a morning because I was also in charge of the Valentine's Day party in Patrick's class for the second half of the morning. Plus I led bootcamp at 5:30am as well. Needless to say it's 12:53pm, and I'm ready for the day to be over.
In the car on the way home from the school, I was concerned that there was so much more to do today; how will I have energy for home if it feels like I've spent the day's worth already? But guess what?? I'm an extrovert. Being with people actually GIVES me energy. I'm more patient with the kids right now. I'm laughing with them at their silliness instead of being annoyed by it. The clean bowls that have been sitting on the cabinet daring me to put them away for 2 days now are in their places--somehow it's not a big deal to do it (and other chores) when I've had some distance from it all.
Very encouraging morning. Tonight and tomorrow is a women's conference (for lack of a better word) at the church, and Brian has said he wants me to go to ALL of it! That's about 2 hours tonight and 5 tomorrow.
Lastly, the sun has returned after being gone for at least 2 or 3 weeks. Although my house gets a good 5 degrees colder when I open the front drapes, it's so worth it today. Let the sun shine in--face it with a grin.
This momma is definitely grinning today.
Friday, February 11, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Count Your Blessings
10 Things I'm Really Thankful For Today
10. We are a healthy house again.
9. Tom and Jerry cartoons.
8. I have real friends.
7. I went to bed early and read for an hour last night.
6. God made us with taste buds.
5. The washing machine has already been invented.
4. Wool sweaters.
3. Good books.
2. Seeing my idols for what they are.
1. Faith to believe that knowing God is the prize.
10. We are a healthy house again.
9. Tom and Jerry cartoons.
8. I have real friends.
7. I went to bed early and read for an hour last night.
6. God made us with taste buds.
5. The washing machine has already been invented.
4. Wool sweaters.
3. Good books.
2. Seeing my idols for what they are.
1. Faith to believe that knowing God is the prize.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Aging
Two thing happened this week that make me feel like I'm officially getting older.
1. The woman at the grocery store checkout asked if gray hair comes in early in my family? I laughed and said no, that I'm just getting older, almost 33 in fact. She asked if there's any stress in my life. I replied after a moment's contemplation (do I try to explain any of it?), "My huband went back to school full time and we have 4 kids ages 3-8." Well, she belly-laughed at that one. For the rest of the time I was there. She did put some of it together and asked if he was a seminary student. And she said she would have thought I was 23 or 24 just by looking at me. Nice save, lady, after pointing out all my grays.
2. I have had some pretty severe stomach pains since Wednesday, and finally decided it wasn't gas. I got online and did some research. Then today at church, I asked an ER doctor-friend about it. We borrowed a church office, and he poked around on my stomach for about 20 sec. and (after lots of disclaimers that he can't rule out a lot of things w/o blood work, urinalysis, etc.) feels sure it's divirticulitis. Yep, that's what I thought. An old person's infection of the large colon. Lovely. Thankfully, he was able to call in some drugs so the pain should get better in the next day or two. Otherwise I've PROMISED to go in if it doesn't get all better or starts to get even a little worse.
Gray hair and divirticulitis. Not what you think of when you imagine a typical 32yo woman, lol. There are good things that come along with aging. So I hear...what would I really know about that? ;)
1. The woman at the grocery store checkout asked if gray hair comes in early in my family? I laughed and said no, that I'm just getting older, almost 33 in fact. She asked if there's any stress in my life. I replied after a moment's contemplation (do I try to explain any of it?), "My huband went back to school full time and we have 4 kids ages 3-8." Well, she belly-laughed at that one. For the rest of the time I was there. She did put some of it together and asked if he was a seminary student. And she said she would have thought I was 23 or 24 just by looking at me. Nice save, lady, after pointing out all my grays.
2. I have had some pretty severe stomach pains since Wednesday, and finally decided it wasn't gas. I got online and did some research. Then today at church, I asked an ER doctor-friend about it. We borrowed a church office, and he poked around on my stomach for about 20 sec. and (after lots of disclaimers that he can't rule out a lot of things w/o blood work, urinalysis, etc.) feels sure it's divirticulitis. Yep, that's what I thought. An old person's infection of the large colon. Lovely. Thankfully, he was able to call in some drugs so the pain should get better in the next day or two. Otherwise I've PROMISED to go in if it doesn't get all better or starts to get even a little worse.
Gray hair and divirticulitis. Not what you think of when you imagine a typical 32yo woman, lol. There are good things that come along with aging. So I hear...what would I really know about that? ;)
Friday, February 4, 2011
Headache Relief
I was in bed this morning with a killer, killer headache. I'd just taken 2 Excedrin, which don't usually touch one like this, and drank an enitre Vitamin water in one big gulp, because I often get headaches from being dehydrated, then laid down.
Right then Brian came in and prayed for me, specifically that I would feel like a new person. In less than one minute the headache was gone. I jumped up and got back to work. I know he's not Jesus, but I'm reminded very tangibly today that God cares and is all powerful. Why would we not pray about even the smallest things, things we think we can take care of with out him?
Right then Brian came in and prayed for me, specifically that I would feel like a new person. In less than one minute the headache was gone. I jumped up and got back to work. I know he's not Jesus, but I'm reminded very tangibly today that God cares and is all powerful. Why would we not pray about even the smallest things, things we think we can take care of with out him?
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Getting Out
This morning I realized I was leaving the house for the second time in 6 days. The first time was to go pick up carpool. Does it count as "getting out" if you don't leave the car the whole time you're gone? I'm inclined to say no. Anyway, I felt like standing up in Panera and waving to everyone, saying, "Good morning, everyone! I am in existence!"
Also, over the last week, three of the five days of Brian's spring semester have been cancelled, so it's not like I've been stir crazy either. We have had some really soul-satisfying family times, not to mention I've had help with life here (read laundry, dishes, entertaining the crew).
But the icy roads are clear enough for life to resume today, and now it's catch-up time for him. This is supposed to be his hardest class load of all seminary too. I'm thankful to start off with my heart's tank so full!
And Saturday is my church's February birthday brunch, so I know I'll get out again soon enough! :)
Also, over the last week, three of the five days of Brian's spring semester have been cancelled, so it's not like I've been stir crazy either. We have had some really soul-satisfying family times, not to mention I've had help with life here (read laundry, dishes, entertaining the crew).
But the icy roads are clear enough for life to resume today, and now it's catch-up time for him. This is supposed to be his hardest class load of all seminary too. I'm thankful to start off with my heart's tank so full!
And Saturday is my church's February birthday brunch, so I know I'll get out again soon enough! :)
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Fresh Start
I really do feel like a new woman. This has been a monumental month or so in my life for several reasons.
I've cleaned out! Three closets have been cleaned out and re-organized. The boxes that have been sitting unpacked in the basement for 18 months have been sorted through and repacked as needed. The train table with all its paraphanalia (which gets strewn all over the place) has gone downstairs for a while. The bin of toys--mostly small pieces of random toys--stored under said table is downstairs now too.
We had the carpets cleaned in this house. It's probably the first time in 30 years that they've been cleaned, so the look of them isn't too different. But I KNOW they're clean. Also, when we cleaned out the rooms for them to be able to reach all the corners, we chose carefully what would return. The house feels more open.
We got a Wii for Christmas. Gone is the basket of junk under the TV to make room for a smaller basket just for games and remotes.
All of my children sleep in their underwear all night long and wake up dry in the mornings. Just gave my last pull-ups to my neighbor. Woooooo-hooooooo!
Brian re-organized the bookshelves in our room, putting the current class's books more readily available, and FILING AWAY the notes and papers from previous semesters. That also involved cleaning out the filing cabinet and pitching the bills from 2007 and before. 2008 till the present never got filed. He asked me what happened in 2008 that we stopped being organized? Baby #3, of course.
I've stopped participating in bootcamp. I just lead it. While it feels like more of a job now, it's not a time where a bunch of buddies get together and work out (an exaggeration, in hindsight). Classes are much more strenuous, and comraderie among the group was so good this time that all 4 say they're coming back. Now, if only I can find some other time to get in my workout.
There was good news on the school front today, although I still don't have anything definite to share. Please keep praying though for details to work out for all my kids to be in school next year. It will involve my working a paying job, which is part of those details needing to work out.
Also, we have been encouraged in the responses to our raising support. It helps us not be so distracted from our work here, namely Brian's training in pastoring--and it saves me from feeling panicked to get a weekend OT job. Every little bit makes a huge difference, and we are so grateful that people see our work here to be so valuable that they will give out of their own provisions.
Lastly, over the last week and a half, I have been reading and praying more consistently than I have for longer than I will admit on my blog. Thank you, accountability. And texting, which makes accountability so simple. :)
Speaking of...I'm going to hole up for a bit before the evening's activities commence. I don't want to miss the goods today!
I've cleaned out! Three closets have been cleaned out and re-organized. The boxes that have been sitting unpacked in the basement for 18 months have been sorted through and repacked as needed. The train table with all its paraphanalia (which gets strewn all over the place) has gone downstairs for a while. The bin of toys--mostly small pieces of random toys--stored under said table is downstairs now too.
We had the carpets cleaned in this house. It's probably the first time in 30 years that they've been cleaned, so the look of them isn't too different. But I KNOW they're clean. Also, when we cleaned out the rooms for them to be able to reach all the corners, we chose carefully what would return. The house feels more open.
We got a Wii for Christmas. Gone is the basket of junk under the TV to make room for a smaller basket just for games and remotes.
All of my children sleep in their underwear all night long and wake up dry in the mornings. Just gave my last pull-ups to my neighbor. Woooooo-hooooooo!
Brian re-organized the bookshelves in our room, putting the current class's books more readily available, and FILING AWAY the notes and papers from previous semesters. That also involved cleaning out the filing cabinet and pitching the bills from 2007 and before. 2008 till the present never got filed. He asked me what happened in 2008 that we stopped being organized? Baby #3, of course.
I've stopped participating in bootcamp. I just lead it. While it feels like more of a job now, it's not a time where a bunch of buddies get together and work out (an exaggeration, in hindsight). Classes are much more strenuous, and comraderie among the group was so good this time that all 4 say they're coming back. Now, if only I can find some other time to get in my workout.
There was good news on the school front today, although I still don't have anything definite to share. Please keep praying though for details to work out for all my kids to be in school next year. It will involve my working a paying job, which is part of those details needing to work out.
Also, we have been encouraged in the responses to our raising support. It helps us not be so distracted from our work here, namely Brian's training in pastoring--and it saves me from feeling panicked to get a weekend OT job. Every little bit makes a huge difference, and we are so grateful that people see our work here to be so valuable that they will give out of their own provisions.
Lastly, over the last week and a half, I have been reading and praying more consistently than I have for longer than I will admit on my blog. Thank you, accountability. And texting, which makes accountability so simple. :)
Speaking of...I'm going to hole up for a bit before the evening's activities commence. I don't want to miss the goods today!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Day Off
I'm taking a real day off. At least it feels like it. Brian is home because the bilzzard warning was serious enough for us to get a text last night during dinner that classes were cancelled for today. He and I work so well together in the house, that although I'm still moving laundry and straightening up, it doesn't feel like work because at the same time he's working too, making pancakes for everyone then completely cleaning up the kitchen. The kids get into the swing of it too, so it's no big deal to tell them we're doing a 30 minute clean-up and send them off to do their particular job. So now, when I rip off my friend Becky's idea, we can really enjoy playing together because all the work is actually done.
I asked each child what they wanted to do together as a family on this snow day. Sarah Frances wants to play the Wii, Catherine wants to make Mystery Bars, Patrick wants to play Apples to Apples, Jr, and Lillian wants to play hide and seek. Oh, and Brian wants to sing. Great ideas! Great day!
I asked each child what they wanted to do together as a family on this snow day. Sarah Frances wants to play the Wii, Catherine wants to make Mystery Bars, Patrick wants to play Apples to Apples, Jr, and Lillian wants to play hide and seek. Oh, and Brian wants to sing. Great ideas! Great day!
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