My yearning for heaven grows daily. For now I just try to remember it's not supposed to be this way.
Fall 2013-dark leaves
Monday, May 7, 2012
Tears and Fears
I need a good cry. It seems, however, that whenever I have time to cry, I'm not emotional. When I'm emotional, it's not a safe time to let go.
Nothing is really wrong except for everything. Everything and everyone are broken. Broken cisterns. Cracked all the way-top to bottom. Cancer sucks. Infertility sucks. Selfishness sucks. Fear sucks. All of it. Absolutely stinks.
Oh how I long for the new heavens and new earth. Come, Lord Jesus!